{"product_id":"till-i-turn-blue-von-athina-klandt","title":"Till I turn blue","description":"This debut poetry collection is not only about coming of age in our time and the struggles that accompany it. This poetry questions you and this time. It gives you a deep insight into the obsessive feelings of someone who fell for the idea of someone. These words visualize the void our mind can create. They show you the absurdity of life. \n\n\nI was desperate and possessed,\nfor four years you were my only request.\nBut my whole life I never aced your test.\nMy whole life I had to question,\nwhat is the difference between love and obsession?\nBut you never answered.\nI fell deep into the void.\nThere I only imagined your voice.\nI realised the absurdity of life,\nwith sixteen I felt the price. \nOn your command I would kneel,\nbut that was never to your appeal.\nI felt things I should never feel.\nIt felt like drowning.\nI saw my hands turning blue,\nsaw my vision turning blurry too.\nBreathing and thinking became hard.\nThen I saw his spark.\n\nAll I saw was you\nand you answered my question.\nI finally felt passion.\nTo my love,\nthere is nothing I wouldn´t do for you,\nbecause I am still made out of obsession.\nNow you are my greatest possession.\n\nI will write about you,\ntill I turn blue.\u003cdiv class=\"aw-variant-hidden-subtitle-div\" id=\"aw-variant-subtitle-9783769305630\"\u003e\u003ch3\u003e\u003c\/h3\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e","brand":"Autorenwelt Shop","offers":[{"title":"Softcover - 9783769305630","offer_id":53885671506245,"sku":"9783769305630","price":11.99,"currency_code":"EUR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0940\/0622\/files\/df78a87e-afb3-4a69-99ac-d332dd64c0ab.jpg?v=1761021813","url":"https:\/\/shop.autorenwelt.de\/en\/products\/till-i-turn-blue-von-athina-klandt","provider":"Autorenwelt Shop","version":"1.0","type":"link"}