{"product_id":"god-jesus-wild-horses-von-michael-lee-johnson","title":"GOD-JESUS-WILD HORSES","description":"\u003cp\u003eGod-Jesus-Wild Horses is not your normal story, but rather a culmination of my\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethoughts and feelings during my first year of intense psychotherapy for childhood-related\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003epost-traumatic stress disorder issues, and how my belief in God, Jesus, and\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ewild horses gave me the strength to survive the torture and humiliation I was forced\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eto endure.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy therapist asked me to write down my thoughts and when I started, I could not\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003estop. I wrote and wrote and the more I wrote, the more memories and intrusive\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethoughts would come to mind. It was as if I didn't have any choice in this matter,\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI had to get the thoughts out of my head and onto paper; otherwise, I was sure I would\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ego completely insane. The more I wrote, the more I was encouraged by my treatment\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eteam to publish my writings. My primary goal in publishing is to help others that did\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ego through similar experiences and\/or to help those that are currently being abused.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy abuse was physical, emotional, and sexual at the hands of my father. I was brought\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eup to honor thy father and mother and didn't fully comprehend what my father was\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003edoing was wrong. I thought since he was my father, he had every right to treat me\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ehowever he chose and my punishment was warranted because I was not able to do\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eanything right. I thought I had a defective brain.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe person that was put on earth to love and care for me didn't just abuse me, he\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003etortured me using all means that were available to hurt and humiliate and try to do\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ewhatever it took to break my spirit.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy father never did break my spirit because God, Jesus, and wild horses were always\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethere for me when I needed them the most.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cdiv class=\"aw-variant-hidden-subtitle-div\" id=\"aw-variant-subtitle-9781640280892\"\u003e\u003ch3\u003e\u003c\/h3\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e","brand":"Autorenwelt Shop","offers":[{"title":"Hardcover - 9781640280892","offer_id":59029923955013,"sku":"9781640280892","price":24.4,"currency_code":"EUR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0940\/0622\/files\/73461_1d3b9972-4afe-4dd9-9e8c-0de113060314.jpg?v=1787976636","url":"https:\/\/shop.autorenwelt.de\/en\/products\/god-jesus-wild-horses-von-michael-lee-johnson","provider":"Autorenwelt Shop","version":"1.0","type":"link"}